Memorial Day

So I have decided that it is time to post another blog, Today is memorial day and really all I can think about is my dad and how much I really miss him! As you all know this blog has really become a place for me to share my feelings and thought about missing him! So I went searching this morning for some poems that tell how I am feeling on this day and thought I would come here to share them. :D

I Wanted You To Know......

I Was Sitting Here In Heaven
And Having A Wonderful Day.
I Started Thinking About You
And All The Things I Didn’t Get A Chance To Say.
I Don’t Want You To Worry About Me
And Please Don’t Shed Any Tears,
Because I Will Wait For You In Heaven,
If It Takes A Hundred Years.
Everything I Had On Earth
I Have In Heaven Too!
My First Day Here
My Body Became Brand New.
It Is Really Pretty Here
And I Love My New Home,
Although Your Heart Is Broken
Because My Body Is Gone.
My Love Will Always Be There
As You Go Along The Way,
Just Take A Peek Inside Your Heart
There Is Where I’ll Stay.
Know That I Loved My Family
And All My Friends Too,
My Thoughts Will Be With Each Of You
Your Whole Life Through.

My Precious Daddy

I Wish I Could See You One More Time
Come Walking Through My Door
But, I Know That Is Impossible
I Will Hear Your Voice No More
I Know You Can Feel My Tears
And You Don’t Want Me To Cry
Yet, My Heart Is Broken
Because I Can’t Understand Why
Someone So Precious Had To Die
I Pray That God Will Give Me Strength
And Somehow Get Me Through
As I Struggle With This Heartache
That Was Caused By Losing You

This last poem is Very Significant in my life as well as my families as it is the poem we put on my dads funeral announcement!!! I love you Daddy!!!

Miss Me But Let Me Go

Submitted by: sebringirw

Author: Anonymous

When I come to the end of the road
And the sun has set for me
I want to rites in a gloom-filled room
Why cry for a soul set free?

Miss me a little-but not too long
And not with your head bowed low
Remember the love that we once shared
Miss me-but let me go

For this is a journey that we all must take
And each must go alone.
It's all part of the Master's plan
A step on the road to home

When you are lonely and sick of heart
Go to the friends we know
And bury your sorrows in doing good deeds
Miss me but let me go.

So life for me has been really rough over the last month, I find myself with no energy wanting to cry all day and not do anything with myself. I have taken a leave of absence from work and started going to a counsler and started on some new meds and I am really hoping that they start to work cause I cant do this anymore. I included some new pics of me on here... My hair is getting long and I love it! No desire to cut it at all! Thanks for reading the post, Love you all.